closure

Valamivel több mint 25 év telt el azóta, hogy egy általam összetákolt nótára BZ barátom énekelt. Nem direkt terveztem így, de kb. az évfordulóra sikerült összeütni a következő ilyen darabot. A régi nóta merüljön a feledés jótékony ködébe :-D (bár ha valaki akarja, még megtalálható az internet sötét bugyraiban, illetve az új nóta befejezésekor felmerült, hogy fel kéne újítani ezt az őslény darabot, szóval nem lehetetlen egy ilyen vállalkozás a jövőben). Az új viszont itt van, hallgassák meg önök jól!

zene: Beren | szöveg, ének: BZ

after more than 40 trips around
all this nuclear chaos
i am still where i was when i've joined
this rollercoaster ride
was it fate or reality that nailed
me onto these grey rocks
i tried so hard to trust it
but now i see how it lied

nobody told me, why am i alive

hear the ticking of my heartbeat
just like worn out gears in an old clock
it's half of the way and this worn out
machinery holds

somebody tell me, why i'm still around

holding on
is a suffering for
something unknown
waiting for
anything that tells me
there's a reason to carry on

maybe one day
maybe more
i'll be waiting
just like before
maybe something
will reveal
what's the reason
to be here

somebody save me, take my fear

holding on
is a suffering for
something unknown
waiting for
anything that tells me
there's a reason to carry on

let this be
the end of the waiting
let this be
the road to a remedy
let this be
the real final answer
let me be
the one that i wanna be

let this be
a mantra to hold on
let this be
a song that will answer me
let this be
a dream that is long gone
let me be
just me, just me, just me

this is the answer, i can be me

holding on
was a suffering
but finally i see
waiting for
anything that's in my head
is totally useless to me

holding on
for a dream that's as real
as it can be
i wait no more
and i open up my eyes
so i can finally be free